New year

Hi everyone!

Well I turned out to be in Sweden over Christmas and New year.

It has been really fun, but very heavy and harsch too. I feel that i don´t know where i have my head right now. My heart says Guatemala and my head wants me to stay here and still go back.

And i can´t go both ways i do know that, but i just can´t think clearly of what to do.

Everything is so hard right now and everyone for every side is telling me what to do, so i can´t think for myself.

So that is also why everything ended up the way it is right now and i don´t want it this way, and it hurts so much to know how everything is.

I wil explain myself better further on, but i just have to wait a few days to let everything melt in.

Hugs